x waras da....

hi all...

yaya.. here i am... person that was given Fanly as her name.... haha....

ya... ntah... aq termakan apa ne...

rindu pula dgn c dia... da la dlm laptop ne xda gmbr dia... geramnya...

ya...

kita akan jumpa jugak bai tue nanti kan3?...

yela....

kamu da x sms aku, x call aq... wei.. apa hal... lbh 1 thn da kita x berhubung...

mls la q mo minta no mu dgn kwn mu... x gentelmen la kunun.... haha.... lawak2...

ya....

ari tue... q bukan terjumpa.. q memang sengaja lepak d library... yala.. sblm aq p kelantan...

aku mesti tgk muka mu sekali.. wawawa/....

ya.. semua org sebut pasal hari raya ma....

yela tue... mentang2 aku x dpt pulang sabah....

menguluk la kamu c2...

ya... sedih juga la ba kan...

aku mo jumpa my really2 best fren....

namanya...

natasha binti abdul munap... weiweiwei...

aku rindu dgn ko sgt2...

pasal ...

xda da ma...

kat ipg ne... balik sama2.... aisyh... hehe...

gmbr mu pun , xda dlm laptop ne wei...

haha... teruk2...

x lama hari jadi mu kan Nana... hhe

thanks la sms aq kelmarin...

mcm ko taw2 plak aku rindu dgn kamu...

wei....

haha....

merapu je c fanly ne...

nana.... nanti ko masuk UMK ba... kita blh lepak2 d kb mall...

yala... aku taw... ko mo jadi doktor ma....

kalau x pun , masuk KTD ka... hehe...

yala.... kalau jumpa kwn sekelas balik kan...

memang enjoy gila la wei.....

awas ko ya.. kalau ko x dpt 4 flat d matrikulasi labuan tue... hehe...

hehe....

ya...

mcm2 hal btl meh....

adui.. susah...

aq rasa mcm x bljr jak d ipg ne wei...

gila2....

itu pensyarah mcm ...

masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri je...

satu pun aku x faham ma...

yala...... aku punya kepala sudah pusing ....

hahhahahhahhahahahhahhaha.......

who care la... bla.. bla.. bla....

yala.. wei.....

miss u all fren... harap2, kamu ada cuti ne hujung thn.. sebab hujung thn je aku dpt balik ke sabah ne.... aisyh.. t kita tawaf 1 semporna tue ya... kwn2.. ok?.... hehe

miss u all....

Aku tercari2...

hi all... how are u la..

yaya... i am okay la here... hehe....

but .... now.. i must made a decision ...

break with her or stay with her...

ah so hard man ... make my head want to explode only....

yaya.... i really miss my best fren ~ natasha abd munap...

how are u nana?... hoping that u will get 4 flat in matriks... i will never ever delete our beautiful memories in from 4 n form 5 ....

ya... so syok to know u la...

after class... we always jalan sama2.....

hehe... love that moment la....

how good if u can read this blog ....

we are to far la..

i still not understand why u did not apply for IPG ....

so sayang la...

yaya... actually ... it is so good la.. if i enter matriks... ya..

but my father.... force me to enter IPG ... ya...

now, i am trying to .......

ya... i know... my heart say.... i still sad ...

because didn't given a chance to choose my own decision ....

ya.... so sayang.... after i register ..... surat tawaran "dip kejuruteraan kimia(polymer)" in UniKl....

u know all.. why i take sc class... i want to be a chemical engineer ....

not a teacher...

ya....

only wasting my talent ...

it is so sad la....

i can't use my kelebihan ....

ya... i hate this so much.... okay...

whoever read this....

pray for me ... so that ... i can change my opsyen... okay... ~ still in process....

ya....

terus terang ...

lelaki mana yang x suka ada prmpn bha...

tapi , kalau da prmpn tue... begmbr dgn lelaki ... macam sial saja kan... celaka tue prmpn ..

ya, kalau kau baca ini post...

aku PUTUSKAN kau.. ok..

stop from sms me a.k.a. .... call n bla.. bla... bla...

ya... i am so upset la.... u never think about me.....

ya.... actually .... i love u very much la.. but u broke my heart ..... so... it's unforgiveable la..

sorry to u.. i make this decision ... ya.... i am so menyesal to pikat u first... u are not as what i think la..

i can see... my fren ....

always sms @ call with their kekasih ...

me?.... u are so shit !... go to hell la...

ya.. i am so .... sad....

ya.. i can;t lie already.. how much i miss u all(family)...

but why.....

i see my fren.. always chit-chat with their family ... me...

a... i know ... i am the 2nd son , anak tengah....

ya... but.... try la to understand me....

so hard ... so clear now... i , macam x di sayang....

i can stand this already.... crying..................................................................................................................................................................................................

ya.... i like to termenung.. wondering....

why like that....

ya... so jealous la...

tehn.. now... i feel like di pulaukan la.. ya..

i now, i x suka mix with people la...

okokokokokokokok....

i can't stand la...

i try to find one girl in ipg .... but still didn;t find... the girl that i want...

ya.... i really kekurangan kasih sayang... ya...

it's a sad story....

ya....

yayaya........

so sad la.. whatever la...

don't think about it ...

but... how long .. i can stand ... "didn;t tell anyone"....

ya.... i try to rapat with women .. becoz i know, women ..

really full with love la.. they really take care of their friend... true, right???...

ya..... but .... my mother....

who knows... really looks like he don't like me...

ya..

u all did not know.. the sad story when the spm result came out....

ya... my father n mother ... fighting ...

WTH la......

i feel like not being appriciated la...

ya... after i kekurangan kasih sayang....

saya x dihargai lagi... da la , i try the bez in spm la....

i know... u two blame me till now... why not get straight As.. ya...

ya... but.. can u just appriciated it.... ya...

u never says congrats to me ....

u never give me any present ...

ya .. i know it's a bit .... not fair.. ya..

if my sis n my bro..

u give them present .... ya....

up to you all la...

what i want to tell u ....

ya... i am so sad... ya...

as a man .. it's quiet embrassing when they cry ....

but ....... ......

i can't stand already....

no one sms me...

no one call me...

same like i did not have any hp.. right?...

ya... till then.... assalamualaikum.....

cukuplah .. aku nak pulang ...

yaya.. here i am after 3 weeks at ipgkkb....

ya.. i am not happy ...

sebab .... aku memang di paksa masuk IPG ....

tidakkah kamu fikir apa perasaan aku....

aku ambil sc tulen sebab nak jadi jurutera kimia.. itu la cita2 q ... n itula sebab q masuk sc tulen... kalau aq taw aq d paksa... aq xkan bljr btl2 la...

kamu juga yang punya salah...

aku tahu , aku dapat surat twrn , diploma in chemical engineering(polymer) .... tapi kenapa kakak aku saja yang gtaw...

sampai bila kamu nak merahsiakannya dari aku...

aku x suka d IPG ne...

sebab aq x bljr subjek pengiraan (maths)...

apa guna ada keputusan g2 ... kalau dpt maths juga,

dulu, aku x dpt apa2 twrn, aku da memang cadang nak masuk form 6 (PAM+Maths T+Chemistry+Biology)...

tengok sekarang...

kalau aku masuk library pun , aku masih juga... x kan buka dan x pernah buka buku bm.. aku cuma buka buku kimia n maths ... sebab aku suka sgt tue subjek, bukan BM!!!!!!!.... aku benci... BM = Bahasa Melayu, aku Cina, buat apa aku belajar Bahasa Melayu!..... belajar bi lagi bgs

yaya... aku tahu,.... ya... kamu dari dulu nak aku jadi guru.... fikirla... opsyennya.... da la aku x suka... kamu paksa lagi...

ya.. kamu x tahu keadaan aku d sini... ya... it is me.. x suka nak bersosial . .. sebab bagi aku, aku memang x blh rapat dgn seseorang bha.... kamu faham la... aq ne mcm mana.... ya... aku nak tukar opsyen p BI nampaknya....

ya... alasan q ada mcm2 ... tapi ... apa kah aku sanggup...

yaya... macam2 hal betul di sini....

susah sudah aku mahu explain .....

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Kau buat aku rasa bodoh

Hye kau perempuan ...

Kenapa kau bodoh sgt ah'.. really - really stupid la ....

I LOVE U SO MUCH .. then u say , u don't love me and tell me to find another women ...

what type of human u are ah '... Curse u! ...

grr... grrr... grrr...

Ya... true, u make my head "pening-pening" la....

u never think of me la...

okay-okay .... chill down fanly ...

Now.... ya.. i am in IPG KKB la..

Full of bla.. bla.. bla...

ya-ya... especially .. the stupid opsyen that was offered for me .. so silly la...

I want maths .. not BM! .,.... stupid u .. then , u telll me.. how many students did not register for maths course ? how many ???... grrr....

now... i am in process to change my course .. if can la...

If can not ... then .............................

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what to say ah'.... i am really sad ..

actually .. u all know la.. i take sc class becoz i 1 2 be a chemical engineer .. not teacher!

and becoz of the stupid physics ... i fail .....

then , after a day i register in IPG .. then .....

the offer letter come to my house...

Diploma in chemical engineering(polymer)....

What the hell !!!!!!!!!!!!....

why the offer letter did not come earlier.. then ...

My bla .. bla.. bla.. parents will not force me to enter IPG !!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

Now... if i can not change course... then ... i will commit suicide .. okay????????????.........

so hard to learn the subject that we hate la...... curse u all... why must i left behind, what i love so much ....

I LOVE MATHS + CHEMISTRY ... Not BM .. okay!!!...

Now, i feel no mood to do any assignment ... i wait for the answer .. if it is possible to change my course...

oh ya.... life in IPG is not so good la....

especially in my class... one of the women .. so silly lo!>...

i want to smile to her.. he keep on angry face la... FUCK u girl... i know .. this is your place .. coma to sabah bha.. then u know it !!!..

okay la....

it is so sad la...

putus cinta ... bodoh punya perempuan ...

bla.. bla.. bla..

okay ... slmt ptg semua...

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