yaya... i am okay la here... hehe....
but .... now.. i must made a decision ...
break with her or stay with her...
ah so hard man ... make my head want to explode only....
yaya.... i really miss my best fren ~ natasha abd munap...
how are u nana?... hoping that u will get 4 flat in matriks... i will never ever delete our beautiful memories in from 4 n form 5 ....
ya... so syok to know u la...
after class... we always jalan sama2.....
hehe... love that moment la....
how good if u can read this blog ....
we are to far la..
i still not understand why u did not apply for IPG ....
so sayang la...
yaya... actually ... it is so good la.. if i enter matriks... ya..
but my father.... force me to enter IPG ... ya...
now, i am trying to .......
ya... i know... my heart say.... i still sad ...
because didn't given a chance to choose my own decision ....
ya.... so sayang.... after i register ..... surat tawaran "dip kejuruteraan kimia(polymer)" in UniKl....
u know all.. why i take sc class... i want to be a chemical engineer ....
not a teacher...
ya....
only wasting my talent ...
it is so sad la....
i can't use my kelebihan ....
ya... i hate this so much.... okay...
whoever read this....
pray for me ... so that ... i can change my opsyen... okay... ~ still in process....
ya....
terus terang ...
lelaki mana yang x suka ada prmpn bha...
tapi , kalau da prmpn tue... begmbr dgn lelaki ... macam sial saja kan... celaka tue prmpn ..
ya, kalau kau baca ini post...
aku PUTUSKAN kau.. ok..
stop from sms me a.k.a. .... call n bla.. bla... bla...
ya... i am so upset la.... u never think about me.....
ya.... actually .... i love u very much la.. but u broke my heart ..... so... it's unforgiveable la..
sorry to u.. i make this decision ... ya.... i am so menyesal to pikat u first... u are not as what i think la..
i can see... my fren ....
always sms @ call with their kekasih ...
me?.... u are so shit !... go to hell la...
ya.. i am so .... sad....
ya.. i can;t lie already.. how much i miss u all(family)...
but why.....
i see my fren.. always chit-chat with their family ... me...
a... i know ... i am the 2nd son , anak tengah....
ya... but.... try la to understand me....
so hard ... so clear now... i , macam x di sayang....
i can stand this already.... crying..................................................................................................................................................................................................
ya.... i like to termenung.. wondering....
why like that....
ya... so jealous la...
tehn.. now... i feel like di pulaukan la.. ya..
i now, i x suka mix with people la...
okokokokokokokok....
i can't stand la...
i try to find one girl in ipg .... but still didn;t find... the girl that i want...
ya.... i really kekurangan kasih sayang... ya...
it's a sad story....
ya....
yayaya........
so sad la.. whatever la...
don't think about it ...
but... how long .. i can stand ... "didn;t tell anyone"....
ya.... i try to rapat with women .. becoz i know, women ..
really full with love la.. they really take care of their friend... true, right???...
ya..... but .... my mother....
who knows... really looks like he don't like me...
ya..
u all did not know.. the sad story when the spm result came out....
ya... my father n mother ... fighting ...
WTH la......
i feel like not being appriciated la...
ya... after i kekurangan kasih sayang....
saya x dihargai lagi... da la , i try the bez in spm la....
i know... u two blame me till now... why not get straight As.. ya...
ya... but.. can u just appriciated it.... ya...
u never says congrats to me ....
u never give me any present ...
ya .. i know it's a bit .... not fair.. ya..
if my sis n my bro..
u give them present .... ya....
up to you all la...
what i want to tell u ....
ya... i am so sad... ya...
as a man .. it's quiet embrassing when they cry ....
but ....... ......
i can't stand already....
no one sms me...
no one call me...
same like i did not have any hp.. right?...
ya... till then.... assalamualaikum.....
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